happy birthday kathleen

hiya fellow bloggers.
lalng. its freakin boring d2 sa haus. sobraaaaaa.
haay nakuuuuuuuu LIFE'S A BITCH nga nman no?! buisettt....

just wen u tot all ur worries are over..chka darating ung worst scenario! o dba?
well kung naalala nio pa ung last blog ko d2...npakasaya..yeah...pro now...

IT'S OVER.

naks andrama. oh well. i guess life must go on without a friend or two. (hay ndi nio ko magegetz im talkin to myself again. hehe)

o nwei...oi aaron pasalubong nman jan!!! bket ndi mo ko inantay?!? hehe
oiee tesa nasn ka na? i mis reading yer blogs hehe...
oist chikititams alang anuman. sensha na ang daldal ko tlga nung araw na un hehe. hope we cud talk agen soon nga (teka nga prang inulet ko lng ah =p)
oiii densio sup na? lalng. k ka lng ba abt yer schl works?? ehehe.
ey anna kaw? nsan ka na ren?? hehe.
ey kumareeeeeee krish yeah seniors na sila. SEE YOU AT ST. PAUL. harharhar. ¤jenna wink!¤

o cge na...nangamusta lng ako. ingatz kaio ha!?

¤mwah!¤

mei fone na ulit kamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii yehey!!!!!!
kaya lang..im sick...wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....cant stay up late.....waaaaahhhhh......

grabe aaron saya mo.....yan ba ung all expense paid trip to boracay? hehe saya...

ui densio...sayang inde tayo nagkita.....i wasnt able to go there kasi nag overnight kami sa haus ng kada ko....18th bday nia eh....grabe i mis my friends...it really hard for us to have gatherings like that kasi wer far from each other..all of them live in cavite...2 lang kami nakatira sa pque....hehehe...kaya peeps..ung mga incoming 1st year college jan...good luck and god bless...always see to it that u still have time to ur old friends...iba2 na kayong skul...and believe me....andaming plastic sa college...its very diff from hs...lalo na ung mga papasok sa co ed skuls....grabe kakaiba....wahehe...inde naman ako nananakot or something...basta...ull soon understand what im saying and preaching.....lolz....sorry kung mejo mala ate ang dating ko ah....good luck and god bless this coming school year...o sia...a lot of nonesense has been sed na..ill stop na here...im sick nga pala..i need rest...wahehe...

faith wer r u?wahEHehehehehHEehheeh nawawala ka nga.....mis ka na namin..walang warfreak eh..ctc...bwaahahaha.....

jenna ty for calling sa bahay...grbe im so happy talga at bumalik na ung fone namin...hope to talk 2 u soon...

tesa wish ko lang maayos na ung mouse nio....hehe...u tc huh...

scorching hot

::mood::bored
::listening to::vanessa carlton - a thousand miles

stupid allergies.

havent written here for quite some time now. yeap, ive been busy. gone out,watched episode II ofr the 2nd time, strolled around and all..it was all good...except for the fact that my mother has been on my case. grrrr... thats why im home today...which totally reeks...

summers almost over and i cant go out and enjoy!? ...not good. not good at all.....

hi guys!
lalng. im quite ok now...me & the person have talked na..
told me sori daw kse mali daw ung gnawa nia na pag-iwas and ndi pkikipag-usap skn. sobra...nung tym na un prang filing ko ang gaan gaan ng life...ewan ko kng bket...sbi nia "ayaw ko rn nman na mwala ka sken" or sumtin in that sense...sobra naiiyak ako sa tuwa. pro one bit stil hurts. mahal pa rn nia ung frend ko. dat bit SUCKS.

nung una ndi pa nga ko naiiyak eh. (btw may 21 ng gabi to ah) i felt i was so manhid. prang wala akong narinig na nanggaling msmo sknya na mahal nia frnd ko...pro nung huli...umiiyak na ko...sbi nia "tama na, tama na..wag ka na umiyak..." pro hell, i kept cryin anyway. (tissue pls) hehe...tpos..sbi ko "lammo sanay na ko kse umiyak eh" then i cried even more...(ahaha and i was trembling at dat tym) then tahimik sha...taz maya2 i realized umiiyak na dn sha...sbi nia..."ayoko dn namn kse na ngkakaganyan ka eh..." prang AWWWWW i was soooooo touched...umiiyak kse sha....eh sobra ndi un umiiyak! lalng. so after nun....nitanong nia kng ano gs2 ko mngyare..sbi ko la na ko mgagawa na ganun. tinanong nia ko kng ndi ba ako nagsasawa sa knya...sbi ko "mlapit na sana eh" sabi nia "sorry"...sbi ko itatapon ko na sana sha eh...shmpre nagdrama kuno sha...ahaha. dun ako ntawa. and i felt iba na ung tawa ko..prang totoo na hehe. labo no. bsta i was smiling again. and that was just so good. it felt nice. ndi ko nlng dn iniicp na muna ung abt sa frnd ko but...its stil on my mind. kse it cud hurt.

after nun nagsend sha ng kowt...prang "der wud come a tym wen u mst let go of a person not bcoz u dont luv dem anymor but bcoz sum1 beter wud come to u somwer sumhow sumday.." or sumting like dat. shmpre nagrep ako. sbe ko.."alam ko darating dn naman un sa point na un dba???"...tpos ngtxt sha...sbi nia..."dont let me go...i need u 2 be wid me...(blahblah) u wont get rid of me! haha!" tpos prang ganun...taz sobrang touched ako! lalng. taz sbi ko..."yeah di MUNA kta let go. pro pag ako naasar TATAPON kta. hehe..." tpos ndi na sha ngrep pro ang sweet..tnext nia mga kabarx ko..sbi nia "she's still awake. kng gcing pa kaio...kol jenna up..she needs company.."

WALA LANG! ang touchy.

dats y mejo nakangiti na ko ngayon. pro shmpre dba mai reason pa ren to cry or sumtin hehe. but ryt now im ok.

sori i had to share the whole story to you guys hehe. take care!

i was sitting near the water dispenser and ive been staring at it for sometime, i realized a drop was going to fall. i waited. waited. and waited. seems it wouldnt go down or drop down. well i went near to it and checked what was gonna happen, and for all i know the drop wasnt there it didnt fall either. my illussion. boredom has been playing with me lastnight. not just boredom, why another rejection? well, that water thingy sure made me realize something. i should NOT easily fall for someone i dont even know that much, no mali eh. again again. i should not fall for someone I KNOW WHO CANT LOVE ME BACK. its gonna hurt like hell, believe me, ive been with the pain twice i think for 11-12 months napaka saklap ng buhay. but i wish never to give up, there's more to life and patience is a virtue, but somtimes i doubt why life gives mee such a heavy load. bahala na.. i thought you do love me. but no. mali lng ako. so i guess im gonna get hold of myself and hold back my tears, my love, my feelings. i wish some day you would realize it was you im loving.

its hard to love someone who cant love you back kala ko now is my chance to experience a "reciprocated love" nde pla eh. sakit. asan na ba ang prince charming ko? nyay kidn oh well, i just have to face the fact no one can love me back.

its hard to love someone who cant love you back kala ko now is my chance to experience a "reciprocated love" nde pla eh. sakit. asan na ba ang prince charming ko? nyay kidn oh well, i just have to face the fact no one can love me back.

sugarcheeks
you know what? i love you im just scared to tell you.

sugarcheeks

do i really really really love him?

la lang.....ei tagal na kong absent dito huh..pano was writing a really long one the other day tas biglang namatay ung pc...makakapatay ako ng wala sa oras......grrrrrr.......hehe......testing lang to.....hehe hi sa inyo.....lolz.....

plugs! moi site

thankies anna and nino you guys sure made me feel betterÜ

mushy.

today is definitely a good day

::mood::the heat is making my head hurt, but aside from that, im perfectly fine
::listening to::joe - i wanna know (senti huh?)

well well well...im unusually bouncy today. :D

ei tesa, nino's right...yeah you love the person...but isnt the person supposed to make you a better person, and not bring you down? i know its not easy to move on and all...but if someone is making you feel this bad for no reason at all, then its not worth it. hug ei, im just here with open ears if you need to spill everything. :) i just suggest to focus more on other things...keep yourself busy, and before you know it, someone will walk into your life making you feel loved and happy. :) believe me, it happens. :)

today was really hot..i mean, i have this huge headache from staying outside.i should stay in my room more. no, i should go out more! im going to my good buddy beans' house tomorrow. well, sniff she's leaving for the states and imma miss her a whole lot..a whole damn lot. ... ... ...

oh by the way...
jaro a.k.a. chazychaz says "hi!"
well, i watched buffy and charmed...have i mentioned that cole and phoebe are so handsome and gorgeous respectively? :D heehee...
night!

i really dont want to blog but im in need of someone to talk to but i dont wanna pick up the phone and spill everything to someone, oh well, i guess you have no choice but to listen. i really dont know what to do. 15 days to go before we celebrate our anniv. one year na sana, i tried to get him back, i tried to love him from a far, i tried everything just to be with him. 11months of sacrifice, trials and hardships have given me no answer, still i continue loving him the way i loved him before, but somethings arent meant to last. its over between us, yes he finished it with a smile on his face. yup, ayaw na nya.. "someday we'll know why i wasnt meant for you..." grabe ansakit, kala ko i can move on without him.. i cant kce cya nlng prati nasa isip ko kahit kalimutan ko or whatever, wala eh. no one compares to him. ang hirap. well, life goes on kahit madapa ako at nde tumayo iikot prin ang mundo, nasasaakin nlng kung babangon ako or magpapakadapa prin.. cguro 11months na nakadapa ako napakatagal na din non noh? cguro oras na para harapin ko lahat ng mga iniwan ko, oras na pra ipakita sa kanya na kahit tinapos na nya, andito prin ako.. call it obsession call it whatever you want but for me it was love...


bitterswweet love.
goodbye, we could have been together if you just let me love you and prove myself to you..

hi guys...

lalng. oi tesa r u ok? ¤sigh¤ life tlaga no?

nwei im facin up my own problems ryt now. grbe. im sooooo frustrated na tlga sobra. but i know 1 thing: i must learn to eventually give up someone and let go ....that just sucks. ndi ko tlga kaia un. pro the "person"...kse mukang tlgang nag-give up na sha and mai chick na sha ata. "person" is not telling me anything na nga e. not even talking to me anymore! =(
lam nio ba cnabi ko na nman sa knya na.......sna bumalek ung date...na frnds kme na close...kaso...ewan ko ba..ngyn pa sha nagpapakamanhid kung klan ko sha klangan. =( nakakainis! gusto ko nga sha kausapin kaso if i try nman..every time i try...wala na! nambabara na sha and everything. i talkd 2 d "person's" frnds. sbi wag ko daw mshado seryosohin...eh HELLO!!!! klangan ko nga sha tlga makausap ng matino. i rily fil bad. filing ko sa sobrang sensitive ko...i ended up being insensitive na ren =( ¤sigh¤
sori ah..im being bitter again. oh well. that's me... BITTER. =(
bye guys! tc!

ummm i dunno what to blog, ok imma tell you the whole story though my head hurts :/ niweys last friday nyt mei party, i threw up, i didnt know what happened then my friend told me, im hugging everyone daw, omg i wanna dissolve into thin air. /me hides *shy* ayun, nakakahiya then my x called me up as soon as i got home checking if everythings allright, sweet no? so ano yun? making me fall even more... then he asked me to go out the next day movie daw, so ayun sumama ako, i was like shivering inside cinema 1 2nd row infront sa right side seat number 4 [so whats wid four? anniv nnmn june 04 one yr sana. :/] so ayun after that we went home, now what? i feel miserable. i dunno. i cant live without him.. sha talga love ko kahit anong manyari. fudgeee. lalng. ayun now what again? SAWI nnmn ako. soo.. yun. im thinking of being a madre pra rits nko. hahaha ayun. so im crazy over him and wala na talga ...


wipes the tearies..

i threw up.

grabe last nyt i went to my friend's part with my X waw saya non. pro sayang. we didnt talk that much then sobra my head hurts then my hand was on his lap. lalng hahaha sabog. niweys ayun. saya pro sana nde nln akoo (puke..) hahaha thats it. he called me up when i got home... asking if im ok... sweetie hahaha BUT he cant love me back. awww. lalng. sayng no? damn. i love him..


and i cried...

hey i feel weird i thought i found the one that imma love the one i like but why is it sometimes i dont love him nemore? ders dis feeling dat i want him but sometyms i dont. get it? but we are jus friends, but its lyk there is a thing between us, i dont wanna hurt him na bigla ako iiwas, i dnt wanna hurt anyone. maciado mabigat ang karma nun. believe mee. niweys, you know what? you know why i dont think i love him? its because im not yet over with my x ... 10months has passed actually 11... cia prin. grabe no? wweell,, im fooling myself again dat im over him and im not thinking of him but you know what? everything reminds me of him... and myself.. together.

screw love.

screw you.

hi ppl...
lalng. i aint been bloggin here 4 awyl & i missed u guys...=)
hey...did u guys notice how freakin hot it is in the phil ryt now?? argh!!!
i dont feel too good lately.=( lalng. ndi ko na nga lam gagawen ko...
i feel rly2 stupid. but i guess the only thing left to do is to let go of the person,
nagmumuka na kse kong tanga. nwei...im sori im too down today. im just a
tad confused.
miss u guys! mwah!

walked home

::mood::pretty tired i guess
::listening to::alicia keys - a woman's worth

hey hey hey.well, today was pretty adventurous for me. i woke up earlier than usual to catch EPISODE II at the greenhills theater. lucky enough for us, we got good seats...and the movie was like 2 hours and a half long. so around 3pm, we hung outside for a while, laughing and talking about the movie! haha...good thing im not a spoiler! but i can’t forget the part where Anakin was fighting and he actually....oops...never mind. hahaha. by the way, yoda is so cute! hahaha...yeah, oldies are the cuties. hahaha. damn. im pretty fucked up today. imagine i walked home from greenhills. i mean, i had enough money for a cab, or i could have waited for the car, but i chose to walk home! and it was like a 30 minute walk and it wasn’t too bad. i mean, i got some exercise and saved money too! lucky for me the sun wasn’t out when i took my stroll a while ago...
don’t you just hate it when your mom nags and nags and nags some more!? ...im sure you get the drift. if you don’t...my god, try to understand. hahaha. kidding. i think my walk has gotten to me. yes, it’s affected my brain. he he he...
ei krish, haven’t heard from you for a while now...where've you been? happy watching! it’s really a nice movie..especially the part where the clones.... hahaha.. kidding. you watch already, so we can talk about it at #paulinians and spoil it for everyone! haha. kidding... hey Choy! enjoy blogging yet? come back from time to time aight? hehehe, awww...partying alone aaron?don’t worry, June 29 is still pretty far from now. im sure you can convince some people to come. :p ei tesa, don’t worry, you're not the only one who's been having that urge to meet death recently. it happens to most people from time to time, but you shouldn’t really think about it too much. it'll get to you. yunno that song from "anywhere but here"? that..be optimistic...blah blah blah. oh nuthing..it’s a cute song. that’s it. hahaha...nino, gotten any contact numbers yet? lemme know! :P oh hey, densio, honestly, i was really moved by your blog. i mean, i never thought you perceived me that way. drama ba? hehehe.dont worry, im sure that we'll have this EB soon...it’s just that no one has the patience to put one together yet. he he he. don’t worry... :P

::Its scorching hot!::

HOT!
grabee.

hey whats up. sorry ngyn lng uli. hahaha imma play tennis l8r! gawd. last nyt blogger was giving mee sum pain in muh ass. i cant log in , ang init pa grabe. TENSION! hahahaa niweys g2g l8rz ingatz /me loves hotcake and honey!Ü

I MISSED EVERYONE!
i hope they missed me too.

grabeee i wasnt able to blog ngyn week because im busy ok. i go out often, i do some stuffs then. im always telebabad because i want to. anyways daming nanyari. there came a point that i wanan die. suicidal ako.. oo tama ka tanga ako. anyways problema sa family, ang init pa, problema sa kaibigan at sa lab layp, prang wala ng kwenta buhay ko. prang why am i here? duh. prang mas maganda mawala nlng ako kce i wudnt experience some things.. grabe nagmamadali ako magtelepono pa ako eh. niweys nanlalagkit nko. grabe i wanna take a bath again. so.. whats up with mee? i havent been updating my site dami gawa eh.. so thats it. sobrang problemadon and nde ko sure kung anong gagwin ko. akala ko im over someone inde pala. kala ko un. now i have a nu crush im not sure as in if i love him pro sumtyms i do.. well maybe im not yet ready. grabe. sobrang hectic sched. wala akong ginwa kundi mag rush ng things well i guess thats it. /me sing see my days are cold without you ... lalng lss meng. hahaha /me now its time for so long but we'll still sing one more song. thanks for doing your part you sure are smart you know with mee and you and my dog blue we can do anything that we wanna do.. byeee!

well well well

::mood::hella relaxed
::listening to::actually watching star movies

hey hey hey. looks like i havent written here for quite some time now. i dunno. ive been feeling down lately.erm, before i forget
::happy mums day to ya'll::
got that over and done with. well, lately ive been feeling...erm..down. i guess im feeling better since i went out with my mom today. had a body scrub and a massage for her mother's day treat. yunno, it seems like the days are soooo long and the nights are so short. i wish it was the -ber months already for longer nights and shorter days. well, you get what im trying to say. i think i have insomnia.hella hard time sleeping. yeah, i know...im in shit cause school is coming up and i havent been sleeping properly. yeah i know. so sue me!? deep sigh .im fucked up. arent i always? anyway, have i mentioned that i had a blast at splash island with my buds? well, if i did, i just jad to say it again. i dunno. i think that was the first time i had fun with my buds after a long time. grin. well anyway... its scorching HOT!!!. just thought i'd let ya'll know, in case you havnt noticed. he he he...

chi, who's your baby? (nyahahaha...parang "who's your daddy!!") spill. uhm, tesa, ya feeling aight?lalang. i wanna read more of your blogs. ei jenna, condolence. i know its pretty late, but hell, better late than never right? hey faith, are you, chi and densio in good terms now?hehehe...

i wanna sleep early.

i love my baby!

mei angal?

belated happy bday ulit...sayo...hehe if u can hear me...Ü

GAWA NA PHONE NAMIN!
call mee call mee call mee now!

hi guys lalng. knina funeral ng lola ko. lalng. i cried nga eh..(lalng sharing)
ummm lalng. msta na kaio? haaay lalng.
nkakabadtrip pano ang sndali lng ng tuwa koooo.. =( ¤di kya nasobrahan ako?¤
nweiz tesa naayos ko na ung tags ko. sensha na kng mgulo. nwei..cge na.
i feel soooooo sad today. sna mgkaayos kme 2day mis ko na eh hehe.
ingatz kaio ayt? mwah!

NOBODY MISSED MEE!
nobody even noticed im gone.


anyways stops this bull. ive been gone for about three days and i missed you guys.. actually namiss ko lng magchat and yun crush ko kidn. hehehe niweys wanna know why? well our phone line was dead for no good reason. nagbayad nmn ng bills and stuff. ayun. sobra no? they will be restoring the connection in 3-5 days. so 3 days pa ako magaantay. gaawwddd... CHI! i saw ur pixie with francis ksama ko cia yesty sa gale. ummm.. thats it. im tired. nextym nlang. depression "overwhelms" my heart... gawd i hate the feeling when im inlove with someone who cant love me back. kala ko im over with someone but when i saw him... it made my heart skip faster than the usual. i went to his house yesterday with his kabarkada and a lolo in their village talked to mee. he was so old and he cant walk nemore. so he held my hand and looked at as if he was reading something then he told me that i have a sincere and generous heart. when i love somene my heart is true to him... totoo un.. sana narining ng x ko.. ilovehim so much ill blog nextime tc guys. ill be online in 3days. mishooo!

i now know true love is not you.. but why am i still here loving you?

GUYS ALWAYS REMEMBER THERE IS AN END TAG FOR EACH TAG YOU MAKE! YUNG IBANG ENTRY NAAFFECT SA MGA WRONG TAGS! BE SURE TO ALWAYS PLACE AN END TAG! TC GUYS!

hehehe....anna i meant na he's a graduating student na...and un...ui anna sencia kung naaasar kita sa channel ah...faith kaw din....sorry talaga...luluhod kami ni densio sa harap mo...waaaaahh....

tired

::mood::anxiety
::listening to::incubus - deep inside

hey hey hey. whoa. may 11 already. seems like i havent blogged for some time now. guess im just too tired or busy to do anything. well, i went to slpash yesterday and i spent the day there. talk about fun. anyway, that morning, i only got two hours of sleep. i guess i was too excited to sleep or anything. anyway, i met up with my buds around 8-ish at mickey dee's st. francis square... (forever meet up place) and almost lost my voice during our conversation on the way to splash. damn i missed them. oh, for those who havent stepped out of the house for a while..mcdip has a new flavor..."strawberry"...hehehe. its yummy. now i like chocolate and strawberry. always ask for a double dip. its worth your money. anyway, after walking on the sand, stairs and rocks, jumping over the waves, floating on the balsa river, racing down the slides, screaming your lungs out, we all called it a day and headed for home. we were poofed. but like i said, we had a blast and i wanna do that all over again...thats why we're planning to go to EK next week. hope it pushes through.

me crosses her fingers

ei jenna...sorry i havent been posting lately. just wasnt up to it i guess. hope ya feel better soon though. i cant believe its already morning. well, i guess thats what i get for waking up at 1pm.ei chi i dont get it...your friend passed away or graduated college?hey aaron how was the party!? you didnt update naman what happend! didya meet up with anyone? hehehe... update! hehehe nino uhm, did blogger help ya one bit in finding out what time it was?? kamot ulo
::dopey::

p.s. where is everyone?...

ey ppl...guess what...
prang ang blis nga eh...¤jenna tingin sa watch¤ WHOA morning na. may 11 na pla damn,
kainis tlga ang bilis ng mga pangyayari na to...!
bd3p na nman ako dun sa taong knasaya ko just awyl ago. tsssssss....buiset.
bsta un lang. im jst pretty f***ed up that's all. sori ha. ako nlng ata blog ng blog d2.
=( bye.

oist!!!!
chi!!! nabitin nman ako sa kwento mooooooo...
lalng. amboring d2. galing sha d2 knina! ang saya2! lalng. un lng.
npadaan lng. boring kse eh.

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....damn....ang boring......¤zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz¤....

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sup sap sap.....its been 2 days(i think) since i last blogged here....and i havent mentioned what happend to my friend kuya ariel last wednesday....he's only 21 ata and next year he's gonna graduate na in college...oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant(my sacrifice..my fave...lolz)...kinda reminds me of the late actor rico yan...both are young...promising and shocked people around them....kaya lang kuya ariel had a larger impact on me....coz i knew him...i knew that he wasnt perfect..and maybe he became a way that convinced me na i shud really get ready to die....that night i cudnt sleep...tas the dogs who wer howling gave me a chill...i dont know y....wah...ay teka...to be continued muna to...hehehe...andito na si papa eh....imma go home muna...

sorrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy faitttttttttttthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
densio kelan tayo magkikita?
jenna im hapi for u also.....hehehe.....

hi ppl! =)
lalng. nbago na mood ko! & ive had enuf of counting the days na ndi kme nag-uusap!
were ok na! (knda) but things have changed..and thats just ssooooooo great!!! =)
lalng. im beri hapeeeeeee taz bka pnta pa sha d2 mamaya!!! yhey!!! ds s soooo kewl pare...
lalng. cge..

overjoyed!!!

boring

i need sleep

::mood::sleppy. hehehe.
::listenting to::gin blossoms - till i hear it from you

oh gawd. i had the hardest time sleeping last night. i dunno, i was up all night and well, i was tossing and turning for like 3 hours. i finally realized that i wasnt going to get any sleep that way, so i turned the comp on. lo and behold, tesa and chi was online. well, at least i had some entertainment for a few. then after surfing, i finally hit the snooze button. erm, but that happend around 5:30am. i looked out and well, the sun was up. i knew i needed to get sleep, and fast. so i went to bed and blam...sleep time. i woke up a little before 1 and well, i had my usual cereal and cold milk for breakfast. *cough* hmmm, seems like i have a cough. argh. i dont feel well. later....

- ...DePrEsSiOn...dEpReSSiOn....dEpReSsiOn...



hi guys. now lng ako nagblog ulet. kse...dme ngyari...my lola passed away kse nung monday.
kya eto natahimik ako bgla. kainis nga eh...bka ndi na ko makapunta sa debut ng kabarx ko.
eh candles ako! =( tsk tsk tsk...lalng. ummmm mejo bad trip pa ko pano tlgang ung manhid na tao...
MANHID pa rn. bsta mahabang kwento and i dont have much time (takas lng to eh hehehhe)
bad ko no? cge na muna. uy sikreto lng ntin na nagblog ako ah ?! hehehehehee ingatz.
mis u guys Ü ¤mwah¤

quits !



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i was rereading my past logs and lookieee! i found lotsa quits dedicated to moi. thankies ppl :D though some wer funny natutuwa lng ako na somebody cares and sumbody sacrifices their quit message for someone not worth talking to.. lalng. is it obvious i dunno what to blog? im tird of blogging in moi site so imma mess with this.. kidn. so whats up with mee? brb continue l8r my crush is onlyn! hahaha chi talga lukaret nnmn she blogged earlier... arrghh and that aaron guy too.... anyways i was online kanina as usual talking to moi crush. i got mad at someone whos very PATHETIC sobra then i dc-ed to play tennis.. tennis as usual is very tiring. though i wasnt that attentive and i wasnt energetic. wala ako sa mood. why? i have my ... shatap tesa there are guys here. PERIOD. then i have sugat sa hand dahil last saturday beachhhhhhhhhh! so when i got home i ate a lot and went online tpos my x was online [we talked and talked and talked..] so.. im sooooooooo confused but i know im over him na but what is this im feeling.. its like evrytime his near it gives me chills. i mean tingling emotions. nyay im confused but i can now accept the fact that he is over moi. ayos. but if he still wants to get back on mee.. tesa's still here foe him :D hayyy well, /me confused. hahaha my 1st blog today got erased. i know it was great. [nyay kapal] not really magndang maganda but.... sobra i like the way i wrote it .. hayy.. thankies to the people who waited for mee. i left them kanina to watch sex and the city, telebabad sabay teks, nyay im not the type of person who uses the phone a lot. nakakatamad kce.. tpos i dont teks alot then hahaha ayun pro kanina i was telebabading watching tv at the same time textoing [nyay toin=toinks hahaha] ayun. ayos yun because i was texting me x. waw. lalng. it doesnt feel like... awww. nuthn i dont wanna talk about it. well goodbye for now. im toired. sayang un kanina kong blog. tc guys :D

ill re blog l8r ders something wrong with my tags sorry

quits !


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i was rereading my past logs and lookieee! i found lotsa quits dedicated to moi. thankies ppl :D though some wer funny natutuwa lng ako na somebody cares and sumbody sacrifices their quit message for someone not worth talking to.. lalng. is it obvious i dunno what to blog? im tird of blogging in moi posted by Anonymous @ 5:19 AM 

hehe tesa nauna ako....BwahhahAHHAhahha

spider-man

::mood::i feel like spider-man (nyahaha corny!)
::listening to::no doubt - hey baby

hey baby hey baby hey...grin hehehe. so i just came from greenhills theater and i nearly froze my ass off! damnit, i was sitting right in front of the friggin air conditioner! well, at first it didnt bug me so much. yeah, there i was thinking i could handle the temperature and all. well, somewhere in the beggingin of the flick, i had to sit on my hands! haha. damn. at least i wasnt the only one freezing her buns off. yeah, the movie was great!! it was exciting, funny, romantic and graphic at the same time. ei, i recommend you watch it if you havent gone out to see it yet. nothing beats watching great flicks in the surround sound theaters freezing your ass off. he he he. well, here i am again, looking over to my room. damn its like a tornado went through there! i shouldnt have touched it in the first place. sheesh. now i hafta fix it by tomorrow before i head of to splash island!yeah, tesa was right about keeping your originality here at the blogspot. that way, you have things your way, others have theirs their way. right? yeah, you'd better agree or else... he he he
chi, ei, ya doing aight there?hmmm..psychiatrist ei?why, your heads not on straight? he he he....oh, krish was right about me cleaning up my room.i ha a hard time getting up cause i had to find my way outta my room! hahaha..densio let us know how your tests went, aight? ...im getting dizzy. maybe spidey's gone to my head. he he he... aight. later all...
"this is my gift..this is my curse..."

aw shoot..the hell with this blasted keyboard...its oily and all...eew...i feel sick...my throat hurts..i have this terrble headache...my tummy hurts.....i think im gonna have colds....wah...what cud get worse than this....by the way...someone's still mad at me...wah......hehe...but i can still find time to laugh...i gotta visit a psychiatrist b4 this gets worse...lolz...

groggy

::mood::*yawn*
::listening to::seal - kiss from a rose

aight. my kid bro went into my room and started telling me in my ear that if i dont wake up early, i can't watch the movie. of course, when i say movie, im referring to spider-man. i was shooing him outta my room cause i wanted to sleep. it was 11am for crying out loud! that's way too early for me! well, thats cause i dont get much sleep. even if i tuck myself in at 12midnight, i end up falling asleep at 2-3am. yeah. pathetic huh? tossing and turing for 3 hours isn't exactly something i enjoy doing. well, i hear a car coming. i gotta go...or else! dont miss me too much.

speaks!

hi chiÜ ate densio hi dinÜ hi anna and hi everyone [escapism from boredom]

nyay. i chatted with my x kanina i realized i wast really over him. /me hopes he likes me prin. gawd. i dunno what to do im boredddddddddd /me sits on her nook and waits patiently. gawd. walang tao sa chatrooooom /me shouts guys wer are youuuuuuuuuu? /you sapok me because its oredi late.. gah. i know i know im boring.. imma shut up. sorry for acting such. [nyay] sooo whats with mee? i lost a friend.. not really lost.. i know he's just concerned... but im so tanga that i made the same mistakes AGAIN. ayun.. he's not really mad but he's just showing mee how much he cares.. i dunno then i wasnt able to speak then, [lost for words...] i dunno its because i cant tell him how much he means to mee. im not that expressive ok? madyo manhid din ako. so you know.. dont mess with mee because ibang clase ako you may find me a happy person, gullible nga din ako.. hahaha always smilingÜ but you just dont know how i bad i can get when im mad. i can be your worst nightmare. hayyy... lalng i dunno what to do with him.. /me shouts guys are sooo malabo *wapak* arte mo meng. hahaha lalng. im tired. need a break. gudbye tc [ansaya pra akong nagsulat sa padpeper. hahaha. ayos no tomorrow start ko countdown [days b4 sch starts! hahaha]

i feel so rejuvenated.....awhile ago i was able to sleep for 2 whole hours....waheheh...from 3 to 5pm...all i need to bring back my sanity...lolz..kase this morning i was not yet.....me...hehe...ne way...tesagelo got mad at me ata for not showing up..did u tell him that u cant come..?..or baka he's was just "joking my leg"(>--->hehehe anna banana)whatever it was..i sure felt bad when he told me he was mad or something...when someone gets mad at me..its a big deal to me...that makes me more gullible....wah...now u guys know my weakness...dba u guys sed na dont hesitate to share secrets..so i just made a confession...i hope dat no one takes advantage of me...hehe...lolz...wala lang..ui jennatots u tell me what happend in ur sort of "getaway" kaagad huh...hehe...private moments yan..but be careful u might get hurt agen....control ur emotions....hehehe....nga pala...si densio ba yng nag blog?-[5/6/2002 7:45:39 PM | Denise Matias]-hehehe...densio tibo...lolz...wahehe...chi to...hehe..wah...i have to go home na...my mom's texting me na eh..hehe...

c yaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wonder what would it be like to swing on a star or walk on a cloud? Would it be anything like what I feel whenever you are near?


weee i just got up and im waiting for my friend to chat with mee over msn or mirc. im bored. i was supposed to go out with chi and gelo but boredom has pulled me back to my bed sleeping for hours. [gah. tranquility.] so now, i cant get outta here! why? there's no car, no driver, everyone is out. ok lng. my nightmare came. the bloody fairy. 4more days of blood. [yak.] so i was tooooooo lazy to go out. im craving for a belgian waffle with strawberry syrup and iced white mocha. [inshort gustooo ko mag starbucks. i dunno why. tater's pede na rin i want bbq potatochips with sourcream dip sabay isang malaking sprite and caramel popcorn while watching a movie] dang, puro pagkain nnmn asa utak ko! ayyy i want icecream din. ayan makakain ako ng icecream l8r. gs2 ko din ng friessss. ayos lng. im not fat naman eh. actually i dont gain weight though sobra ako kumain. yun yung ayos. hahaha jenna, anna, chi salamat sa mga commentÜ i enjoy reading your blogs too! hehehe well sweetie i have to go, dami pa akong kamack sa mirc, they are waitingÜ tishee guys!




whenever your near mee or your here or your chatting with mee or your calling mee.. i feel like im swinging on a star, walking on a sky and bathing on the beach. waw sarap. i guess you make mee feel special and complete [cheesyÜ]

i give up

::mood::wide awake (for a change)
::listening to::koffee brown - didn’t mean to turn you on

i told myself that i won't chat today...well look at me..chatting away! erm, lets just say that i forgot and all.. hehe. aight, when i get off in a while, imma go straight to my room and handle that mess. looks around hmmm...my rents have left the house again. turns up music hehe. there. so i had hella good sleep last night. i dunno, yesterday was just better than Saturday. but my voice is still fucked up from my blasted colds. hmmm... reads other blogs...jennatot yeap, i got your text yesterday but i knew what you were talking about. hehehe.... was lucky you, you’re going with your crush to the beach? now that’s something to be happy about! tesa yeap, i really enjoy reading your blogs. torpedo is your name really erick?ewick? or didya just make that up? he he he...ei, let's see each other at UST aight? he he he..jigs I’m impressed with your blog! it’s so...so... inspiring! =P ei chi you finally blogged without messing the whole site!! hahaha kidding! =D hope you're feeling better...don’t worry, you might get to catch coyote ugly soon.faith how'd like yer post?! hahaha... not fucked up anymore ei?
wow, it’s harder than i thought. hard to comment on each blog that’s newly posted here. whew. well, as of now, i'm still on my ass typing away! argh. i must clean my room. it’s a mess! even i'm scared to look what’s under my bed. no i was exaggerating. there’s nothing under my bed except for dust and more dust. hmmmm...maybe that’s why i've been getting allergies lately. damnit. now my nose is all stuffy coz of those blasted dust balls. sniff.
hmmm...something just excited me...what if i find money under all my stuff!? oh that would be really great! yeah, i don’t have any dinero as of now...i wouldn’t mind having cash. who would!? *sigh* i just took a peek at my room and i shuddered. if i get it all cleaned, yunno, spic and span, ill let you guys know. but that may take a while. i'm serious. when i say my rooms a mess, it’s a helluva mess.
i need a new phone. mine has served me well, erm for a year now i guess. but i want a new phone... the nokia 6510 . damn its so for me. anyway, my phone has a crack and all. I dunno how imma get rid of this with this huge crack and all. yes. my phone has a huge crack. what a bummer huh? major bummer. pout oh well. no use sulking over that now, i always say. oh damn, it’s already 12:20!? now i gotta clean my room! uhm, gimme like....an hour? hehehe.

oh i'm such a procrastinator!

I’ll fix my room later.
there. hahahaha... hmmm...imma end this now. ei guys, don’t miss me too much! hahahahaa.... see ya! =P

tra la la la la

ah...tinamaan ako dun sa mga inde nakanood ng coyote ugly...wah...ouch...next time nalang...humph...damn im so bored....gonna play cs muna...

nga pala...not sure if i cud cum later sa greenhills...ung mga kasama ko inde pa nagte2xt...wah...
tesa r u cumin?

it's been...14 days, 12 hours, 10 minutes, 50 seconds...since you've gone....
ta da di da di dam di da di dam di dam.....
haha napapakanta na nman akooooo. lalng. ¤sigh¤

hey tesa gud 4 ya! u seem sooooo happy and well....BUBBLY nga! hehe. (buti ka pa...Ü)
hey chi kaw..ok ka ba nman?! kaw kse e!!! hehe...

lalng. ang boring boring na nman d2 sa bhay..nweiz lpit na debut ng kabarx ko...shmpre
mapapel na nman barx nmen dun (barx domination) hehe kse ksama sa cotillion at sa candles hehe...
hmmmm tpos...d2 pa nga last practice ng cotillion sa haus eh lalng. (ano to tym 4 boys?! hehe jk)
haaaaay sobra gus2 ko magdrive!!! my gashhhhh....lalng. ano ba yan napapraning na nman ako...
gs2 ko din magbeach ulet...last yr nga ang saya e...pnta kme la union ng crush ko AT TAKE NOTE: ako
lng ksama AT ksama ang family nia ah! hehe (kapal ng mukha no?)
nakakamiss....tpos nood pa kme ng sunset.... ¤sigh¤
lalng! o cge na...magrereminisce nlng ako ulet hehe...

- gusto kong matutong magdrive......................lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala-

-=¤enough¤=-

when you wish upon a star...


hmmmmmm.. i dont want to sleeep! im happy gahhh i dunno what to do.. actually have you ever experienced something that someone seems to sacrifice something for you. gawd. sorry for the boring intro.. but sobra im sooo happy that he --- nevermind sobrang magiging obvious since im talking about a chatter.. [nde cia nagchachat sa #paulinians ahh] gahh.. never been sooo happy this week. sobrang sunodsunod nlng yun day na masaya ako.. so ok yan after 8+months of depression.. dba? hehehe do i sound pathetic? gawd. im just happy :D i cant believe i talked to him. gawd love ba yun? sana.. ummm.. this time i promise to be more careful.. i dont wanna fall inlove so much ... wherein one's gotta lose herself.. hay.. wishie mee this time it would be real... wishiee upon a star [i saw a shooting star!]



chi thanks for the comment. sanayan lang yanÜ

mE?? BaNgENgE?
I was gonna clean my room until I got high
I gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high
my room is still messed up and I know why
- cause I got high
I was gonna go to class before I got high
I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high
I am taking it next semester and I know why
- cause I got high
la la la la la la
hehehe..theme song namin ni better friend...im really dizzy..my world is spinning...waah...i thought my body cud take it...now im suffering the consequences of drinking too much...hindi ko pala kaya...1 whole pitcher of gin pom ruined my day..demmet...nag sleepover kami sa haus ng barx ko kase she was celebrating her 18th bday..debutante ang loka.....lolz...kaya lang sguro i was too excited thats y i ended up disappointed...hay naku..we was our my way to her house when all of a sudden my glasses got broken..wah..buti nalang ksama ko iba kong barx...tas sobrang traffic papuntang imus kaya 9 na ko nakarating...the party should start at 7 kaya un...she was crying and all na..kse kasali kami sa 18 candles...rar...tas 2am we started drinking na...we bought 3 bottles of gin and 3 packs of pomelo...hehe..parang mga sunog baga...we finished the 2 pitchers of gin pom and i didnt want the other bottle to go to waste...kaya i drank it..hay...d ko na maaalala ang mga nangyari...i woke up at around 9am tas lahat sila umalis na..nagulat ako kase no one wud assist me coz i was half blind..225 ang grado ko...haay..wasted amputs...buti nalang nakauwi ako..hay naku..i wish 20-20 grado ng mata ko...i wish i wud lose weight...i wish i had a car..i wish i had a bf(lolz)hehe ano kaya if all those came through..wud i be contented? bkit kaya no one seems to be contented with what they have...la lang..naisip ko lang...hay life..

ui tesa u blog like a pro...idolz..mei pro ba sa blogging.? la lang.......hehe...
im gonna puke pa.......lol....joke lang..gross..lolz

cuteey huh? bleh. weeeÜ

mee current mood ishh

bilisan mo na gustooo kong mag sun bathing!

ok first of all i wanna make it clear to everyone walang gayahan ng post ah :D that's it sooooooo saya sa beachhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! weeeeee everyone had fun ... kahit 17 out of 30+ lng kme ok lng nooo.. at least we had fun! so what happened? 5:oo sharp i was in residencia 8888 trying to work out the vendo machine for creditssss paano i only got 2 pesos sa credits ko hahaha so no choice but imma buy credits then 6:00 were all set. usapan kce 5 eh! hahaha we have to wait pa for someone.. then 6:15 the pink mb van was movinggggg BATANGAS HERE WEEEE GOOOOOOOOO! soo.. i havent slept yet, while were on the way natulog nlng akooo.. nag stop kme sa mcdo.. JOKE TYM nnaman. hahaha laugh trip lahat nlng napansin nmn [mcdo laguna yun ah!] thennnn tulog uliiii dapat pupunta pkme tagaytay but nooo... l8 nkce eh.. hehehe :D tpossss nakatulog ako sa whole trip around tagaytay when we were in batangas na nagstop kme sa fantasy world [they shoot got 2 believe there...] pro ts not yet open sooo.. picture kme sa labas! hahaha astig. hahahaha then ang tagal tagal... kulit kulit sbe nila 15mins nlng pro prang 1 hr yung 15mins nooo! tapos pagdating nmn... kain agad hahahha the pasta was great thanks barx! hehehe :D tpos ayaw pa nmn nila kumilos... gahhh d ako nlng... hahaha mix and match kme ng tankinis.. i tried wearing bikini but nooo.. maciadong daring hahaha ok lng barx lng nmn ehh.. pro preho kme ng tankini nun friend ko pink sa kanya akin blueee then my other tankini na pink mei kapareho din ako 2 pa! isang orange isang pink lalng... then bumilad kme sa araw ng 1-6++ we waited for the sunset :D saya! hehehe nung 1pm high tide taas ng water nadapa tuloy ako sa stones ... ayun duguan ako. hahaha ok lng kahit mahapdi.. then nagpunta kme sa kabilang side.. hehehe sa mei flat rock.. ayun ang saya... theres a rock in the middle of the beach kasya kmeng barx so we laid down there to wait sunset... ayos but my hand was bleeding that time.. [nadapa uli.. mabato kce no! hehehe] sugatan ako pero masaya... then we ate sa house ng friend ko there... sarap ng food then umakyat ako ng house to get my bag rinse lng ng onti... ayun nalaglag ako sa hagdanan pababa. ansakit .. then mey naiwan ako.. pagbaba ko nadapa nnmn ako.. ansakit.. hahaha [accident prone pare...] hehehe then nagbonfire nkme :D weeee ansarap low tide... sobrang baba ng tubigggg! waw meng. hehehe then we played around the bonfire and roasted mallows.... tpos kwentuhan BONDING! stargazing din wuhooooooooo! hahahaha hayyy naglaro ako sandali lng sa tubig.. then.. sleep naa... akoo.. kase baka mawalan ako ng place. ayus sarap 5 kme sa isang double na kama. hahaha siksikin pro aliw.. nagcing ako ng 12 lumabas ako nagbonfire and nagteks..nagstargazing din meng.. MEI SHOOTING STAR! nagwish akoo :D kinilig kilig din ako at natulog uli...tapos nagcing nnmn ako ng 2.. nakikain at natulog till 7... tpos breakfast .. then dapat boating kme.. BUT NO!!! kce.. malakas daw ang waves.. sooo nagswim cla at natulog ako kce dumating na un nightmare ko... [its a gerl thing meng.] hahaha ayun .. umuwi nkme.. ansaya yun lng masasabe kooooooooooooo! wuhooooooooo! sana maulit ulit weeeee the best talga ang barxxxxx :D tpos sa residencia 8888 pearldrive kme ulit bumagsak pauwiii! waw asteeg noo? mish nyo ko no? hahahaaÜ


hit mee back meng.

bitching up has already ended
nga pala d ako maciado nangitim.. deym..

hmmm..something happend...but it think the problem's fixed already. anyway, happy blogging!
krish, wow, you stopped yourself from chatting! claps i might have to do that tomorrow, since i promised myself that i'd clean my room. Wish me luck! faith there..is it ok? =P

achoooo!

::mood:: better than yesterday i guess
::listening to::arkarna - life is free

so far nothing's gone wrong today. erm, maybe thats coz the day just started for me? hehe. woke up at 9:30 for our 10am mass...i had to force myself out of bed and shower. after mass, i went straight back to bed. slept until 1:30. not bad,ei? had my usual meal...cereal and cold milk. then i had chocolate milk after. damn, whats with me and milk lately? felt really bad yesterday. i disconnected around 12 midnight i think...but i couldnt sleep till past 2am. yeah, the usual toss-and-turn in bed. that reminds me, i MUST clean my room within this week or else i'll get sucked into that huge mess. yes. my room is as messy as ever! but the weird thing is, i know exactly where my things are. damn..im such a procrastinator. i always put things off til the very last minute. i dunno, i guess the pressure excites me!? haha...aight i must set my priorities straight... erm...tomorrow.
ei jenna 14 days na ba?tsk tsk tsk...lets see how long that'l last. aaron carter? hehehe..kidding... you wanna start sharing secrets? why dont ya go right ahead. we'll follow you. hehe.looks around now where are krish and tesa?! hehe... im also looking forward to the other posts of the other people out there. yes you. im talking to you. yeah yeah..
now i know this is getting pretty boring. why dont you check out this site? it'll probably give you something to do for a while. hehe.
escape boredom hehehehe... enjoy! =P bonks head and jumps around

¤ ta da di dum di di di dum ta dah di du wap bap ¤

haaaay another boring day another boring person trying to make her life..
....more boring....NYAAAAH! lalng. boring tlga eh, init pa! damn! hehe.
cge na nga...npadaan lng ako.trip ko lng. ingat kaio ha.

-<< just me, my bitter self and i >>-

i miss sum1!!! waaah!!!!!

-=¤ umm umm ummm umm umm ummm ¤=-
im back. lalng. i just wanna...ummmm ummmmm say something...
i feel soooooooooooooo stupid tlga!!! ah ewan. halo2 emotions eh. bd 3p.

i'm just sooooo sick and tired of being bitter

oh well...

BLURRY :: oh yeah it suits me...haha!

ta da di dam ta da ta da da da .... BLAG...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz¤

somebody shoot me!

::mood:: oh down right fucking miserable
::listening to::mariah carey ft. jarule - if we

oh nothing. just felt like taking up space with pure nonsense.

chi^ is away...reason: blogging...lolz..haaay....*sighs*...at last i cud blog w/o ruining the whole thing...i feel much better now...hehe ty ulit maria kriska for helping me...i thought i was gonna die of heart attack na eh....whew...anyway...im transforming into a wild nocturnal animal again...waah...awhile ago i slept at aroung 330am(kasi some1 is thinking of me eh!..wahehhehe joke-->conceited fool)..and i woke up at 9am..den later im not gonna sleep coz im ill make chika2 pa to my barx...i mis them na eh..waah..la lang...grabe i envy tesa...the last time i went to batangas was when i were 10...no joke..pathetic ba..almost a decade ago..LOL..la lang......
um........./me speechless....hehe...ill stop here nalang muna...

yawn

::mood::sleepy
::listening to::nothing yet..still trying to fix this blasted computer

morning.im still sleepy. i dont usually wake up this early but my mom somehow got me out of bed. had my cereal and cold milk. hmmm..seems like "meal of the day". im full. *burp* hmm...i envy tesa. i'd rather go out than bum around here at home. wow! batangas! nice there...expecially the houses and the resort i went to. i think it was "peninsula de punta fuego" aah who cares how ya spell it. i suck at spelling. like how i suck at math. shivers
oh before i forget
:: welcome to #paulinians :: ( blog :: http://paulinians.blogspot.com )
aight. got that done and over with. ei jenna i wanna go movie tripping. hehe. i wanna watch all the movies you mentioned and catch on those that i missed. better than doing nothing. looks over to her messed up room erm..yeah yeah..ill get to that when i feel like it. im not really in the mood to touch those old books and notebooks and sort out my pens and all. echh not my thing right now. hahaha...my mom was successful at getting me up early and im still hella sleepy! ei jigs...enjoy blogging yet? hehe. gelo! wow..you were awake at 4am!? haha..thought you'd like to know, i played a li'l gameboy before sleeping. hehehe
oooh..cant wait to go to splash with my mates..that'd be so cool. i mean, we finally get to hang together after a long time. and get all sick together. haha. i bet imma catch a cold when i come back. oh great, that reminds me, i havent even asked permission yet. erm. *yawn*

-=¤ thinking of : my so-called "life" ¤=-
jenna is soooooo fickle-minded today WARNING!!! GET AWAY!!!
lalng. anlabo na namn!!! life tlga o..lalng. wla ko msabi e. trip ko lng tlga magpost d2. hehe.
ang boring d2 sa bahay!! ang init!!! kainis. tpos mlapit na ulet school waaah knakabahan akong magcollege!
pro k lng dn...lam nio ba na ako lng ang naiwan ng barx ko d2...lahat cla sa manila mag-aaral..waaah!!!
(babalik nlng ako tipol minsan hehe) lalng. cge na nga boring na e.
nga pla watch kaio ng i am sam ha? chka spiderman...tpos coming soon ung scooby doo the movie! chka may new movie dn c cameron diaz bsta nood kaio...
ingatZ!!!!

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HAPPY 11TH MONTHSARY TO SOMEONE SPECIAL!
BATANGASSSSS!

heyyyy guys im going to batangas in 2hours weeee.. lalng.. 11months na sana kme ng x kooo.. gahhh im over him nnmn pro shempre i miss him heheheh gawd im excited! /me sings tayo na sa beach... tayo na't mag swimming... WEEEEEE ingit kayo kidn /me excited and /me gigils weee gahh. im ssoooo hyper today .. so you wont be hearing from mee this saturday afternoon.. hahaha but be ready to read loads of kwento ng sunday evening weeee... im excited.. well have to gooo.. pack things up [wer is my tankini? sunblock? shades? banadana? oohh my toothbrush! kikay kit! [dont get me wrong im not that kikay!] pack some more clothesss! towel? weeeeee...] bitching up has already ended.

hey ppl. its me again...well...ive spent my day out today....away from all the thinking i could do here at home. it really feels good tlga wen ur out wit ur frnds no? lalng. (¤sigh¤ the value of friendship...hehe) lalng. ang saya tlga! today lng to ha! i dont wana feel all giddy ang happy mshado...some say that wen ur too hapi at a certain tym....(pag nasobrahan..) it wud always follow dat u wud feel gloomy DAW. isa shang malaking daw. bket ka nman papaapekto?! (no?) stupid beliefs heheh. it wud always add to my paranoia lng hehe.

anyway anna thanks for the advice. feeling ko nga un ang gus2 nia mangyari, igive up ko nlng sha. AS IF THAT'S GONNA BE THAT EASY! haaay manhid tlga as in. pro honestly i dont wanna give up ppl, lalo na if i hav filings pa..prang ganun.
hay..i dont wanna think abt anything...bsta...in this moment I'M HAPPY...Ü yeah! =) k gotta go. tc y'all.

sabog

ang mabuhay sa mundong ito ay isang kaparusahan

life for me seems to be very tough [oh you dont wanna hear this bullshit go ahead press alt+F4] i find it hard waking up and doing ur daily routine. gahh. very boring. i miss how life goes on before-- you wake up with a smile on your face and *kiligs* because ur boyfriend texted you sweet and cheesy stuffs that would brighten up your day, i miss the way he makes me laugh and checks on me but past is past. aiite? hehehe hayy... "Yes the bitterness inside me didnot subside" [#fluid-topic] i find it so hard blogging today because i feel inane today. gah. but whats new i feel like this everyday.. why? i have no reason to live. im just here? for what? to do kalokohans? maybe.. hayyy typical day. im not so excited tomorrow. ill be going to batangas l8r 5am with my friends and were gonna swim. hahaha imma make bilad sa araw to get a tan :D i havent started packing and stuffs. do i sound boring? well im sorry im not a laughing-material ok? its just so hard for me to just let goo .. let lose on what im feeling.. kinda weird but i dunno how i feel.. l8rz. bitching up has already ended.
spleen bitterness

good morning

::mood:: im still sleeeeeepy
::listening to::ashanti & notorioug b.i.g - foolish remix

i just woke up and i want to go back to sleep. argh. oh hey thanks for posting. im really hoping that a lot more people can post. ei tesa, im really sorry about sleeping on you last night. haha. who's a sleepyhead!? anyway, i'll take a look at that skeleton you made. he he he. you know one of the things i hate? i can't stand it when they turn my air conditioner off while im asleep! i really really cant stand that! that forces me to get out of bed coz its hella hot! grrr.. so much for sleeping like a baby. looks around for some neat grub tsk tsk tsk. i havent had any urge to eat recently. i dunno. the food just doesnt appeal to me anymore. ugh.
ei jenna, you know what i think...i think you shouldn't waste your time on someone who doesnt realize what a catch you are. i mean, losta people are looking for other people who's got a lot of love..maybe you're just looking in the wrong place???

rolls around i want to sleep... =[

hey everyone. jenna_05 here...
¤sigh¤ you know what guys..sometimes evrything around u gets so tiring na...haaay...it seems like all your efforts to make someone feel that u exist just ain't workin. nkakainis ang mga manhid na ppl. there. i dunno what to do na tlaga...sorry if im spilling nonsense here pro this is what im feelin tlga ryt now. lam nio ba ung feeling na galet na galet na galet ka sa isang tao PERO u stil luv that person soooooo much? THAT'S JUST THE WORST FEELING ANYONE COULD GET...and guess what....ako ata ang victim. haay minsan tlga i get so frustrated like this when i reminisce abt certain things and a PERSON in my life. kse dba nga ang sad...look at this quote: "people said that love is the greatest gift one could give and receive in return. i sighed and told myself: 'isn't it tragic when i've got so much love to offer yet no one seems to want it?!' ¤sigh¤ lalng. sori ha. sad ng mornin ko eh. ummm...

anyway...lalng hope u ppl out there (hoy, mga chatmates) post dn kaio d2...haay bsta...sna il fil much better na... =( g'bye for now. take care, ayt?! btw hi anna & tesa hehe. Ü

Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart

hey im back ok, thanks to anna for inviting me to blog in with her here. this is the nth time a blog and i hope this would show up na. i tested once and walah ayoon. hehehe nyweys, i love reading and posting blogs so im sure youll be hearing a lot from mee. shouting about some guy or plainly bored.. actually i love to blog in my emotions in short cheesy hahaha [im emotionally frail ok? i need someone to talk to!] well, i hope you people will blog in and simply post up everything you would like to share.. gah.. im bored.. thats it! well.. whats wid mee? im waiting for my friend to get onlyn and im bored... sooo.. imma end it here nah.. i hope this site will be a part of you guys and hope this would help expressing anything you want to tell..tc guys.bitching up has already ended.

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im tired of typing things, this is my 3rd time to blog in i hope it would come out na. gah. im tired already. bitching up has already ended.

finally!!

::mood:: as usual..hella bored
::listening to::ashanti ft jarule - leaving (always on time part II)

hey hey hey! i finally got this to work! hindi na bulok ang blogger! hahaha...after a whole week of trying to get this thing to work..i finally did it! now lets just see where this takes us. i really hope this becomes a successful blogspot. dont worry, changes will be made soon to make this even better. now just post away.

i just came from the grocery and my ungrateful maternal unit complained that i didn't get all of the items on her precious list. well, im sorry the grocery you sent me to doesnt have a wide range of selections. geez. anyway, i kept my anger in..as usual...so the fight didnt last. i just learned that greenhills has a parking fee! now who hasn't gone out of the house!? hmm? hehehe. yes. me. i've been keeping myself from the outside world. i hope my friend's plan to go to splash pushes through, regardless of the erm.."lack-of-transpo" problem that we often have. i wanna swim!

okay..imma announce this to you guys..crosses her fingers oh i hope i hope this works great...