It's one of those times in your life when you can't seem to hold on any longer. Everything doesn’t make sense anymore and the comfort that you’ve once had unexpectedly left you in desolation. You never predicted this to happen, let alone expect to understand all this. You’re left with numerous questions, just hanging in over your head, shrieking in your ears. It’s quite deafening and straining, really. Having to bear all this without the ability to grasp the stressful episodes is something you never exactly looked forward to. You've realized that all your struggling and fortitude hasn’t pulled you out of the hole that you fell in. Yes, just you in that tiny hole. And when it seems like things can’t get any worse, the ground gets softer, allowing you to plummet deeper into the earth, farther than the sun rays can reach. Every move you make, trying to climb out, just lets you descend further. It’s darkness that surrounds you once more, and this time, silence has decided to join you. It’s impossible to get out now, especially with no one near here to help lift you up and pull you out. Isn’t that what everyone is afraid of? Being abandoned and unaided, left there to wallow in your own tears, with the little possibility, or even none of anyone hearing your cries? You become exhausted and shattered, finally thinking of giving up any hope of finding your way out. The weariness gets to you and you decide to lie down, but sharp pains in your back jolt you up. You have been stabbed in the back, and never even knew until now. The blades must have been that sharp in order to deaden the pain. You pull out the daggers that have stabbed you in the back. You wail in pain and watch the blood drip. Then realization strikes you. It’s useless to...

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my mood changed. it's hard to bring it back so now i can't finish what i worte. oh well. ;)

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