Wednesday, April 30, 2003

i want to be a DIVA. now na.

Monday, April 28, 2003

cebu yahooo

im going to cebu tomorrow. hahaha and welcome SARS with open arms. hahaha.

but seriously, its for work.. im going with a co-worker.. ang saya. :) i even booked my own flight kanina! hahaha

if im not back by tuesday night.. call 911. hahaha! :D

Sunday, April 27, 2003

i am soooo hating myself right now..

Saturday, April 26, 2003

sarsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
wee.

scary, huh?

we're not SARS-free anymore. well, i really have this feeling we weren't SARS-free, and that they just hid it from us? but nevertheless it's still here and well, you guys take care aight? don't worry they're taking care of it now..i hope.

Thursday, April 24, 2003

a pretty new feeling..
i watched johnny english last night. twas quite funny really. hehe watch it for a good laugh. :)

i think this is when i'm supposed to say i've finally moved on.

i mean.. we talk about anything now.. from nothing to serious somethings.. and sure it hurts to find out that there's someone new.. wala pang isang buwan.. whoopie? but being able to help out.. give advice and actually know whats going on is better than being clueless about the whole damn thing. soooo.. just suck it all in, open your ears, give a smile and a shoulder to lean on.. just be grateful na kahit papano kelangan ka pa nya... right? .. right..

besides..what we had was pretty cool.. and i hope what we'll have in the future will be better.. *sigh* i guess being optimistic has its ups too..

i'll just be here anyway... waiting..

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

hmmmm april 22, 2002? as in last yr?

hmm...umiiyak ako. bsta kse mai ngyaring bad sa debut ng frnd ko. ung garapal kong crush, harap-harapan na tlgang umaamin or ngpaparamdam sa frnd ko na lyk nia. hay..i min, la ko ryt at ol, pro alam nman nia ung nafifil ko..pro wla pa rn ako ryt mgalet dba?! hay. pro un, un ang ngyayari. i was crying my heart out to some of my kabarkada. tpos galet na galet tlga ko. talk about pointless anger. ang weird no? bitter ko tlga 4ever!

uhmm now? hay...miss ko na ung taong un..haha at and weird pa kse lately nakakausap ko ulet sha, kaso taken na sha. pro ok lng...nakakausap ko ulet. lalng. ang weird lng, and i realized na 1 yr ago rn ata ang last encounter ko saknya. grbe...

....at bitter pa rn pla ko.

at least di na dahil sa knya. =(

Monday, April 21, 2003

this is growing into a bad habit.

another sleepless night? even though im so tired.... this isn't right. this isn't right at all.

a year ago?
swimming with my cousins sneaking out and hmmmm, easing the need of my uhmm, uggh.. lungs? heh. chatting endlessly and playing tennis to ease the loneliness. watching intervillage basketball games and yes, waiting for him to get out of his house and talk to me. stroll around the village and again, swim. I MISS THOSE DAYS.

Sunday, April 20, 2003

could i just be you tongiht?


i dunno.. maybe it'll ease the pain.. or just make me feel better. you seem to be doing well. and i just want to feel like that.. just even for tonight?

don't get me wrong, im happy you're happy... ..but thats where it ends too.

i think this sleepless night has gotten to me. im not making sense anymore. ...

question for you all
what were you doing exactly a year ago today?

insomnia

first, welcome back aaron... sorry no new posts were up by the time you got back. either we were all too busy with the easter season or just plain lazy.

next, congratulations tesa. not everyone has the chance to feel the happiness you're feeling, but knowing that you're doing well right now makes me feel a bit better about things..

and finally..it's happening again. i can't sleep. i dunno if its because of what happened today.. [technically yesterday] or just a mere coincidence. basta, all i know is i can't get any sleep. and this is my escape. just going on line prolly makes me feel better.. surfing other peoples sites.. posting.. chatting.. listening to my music.. *sigh* i know the feeling is just temporary.. but its better than tossing and turning.

Friday, April 18, 2003

REASONS TO BE HAPPY:

My OLD crush and I
STATUS: OKAY, after the fight, we are NOW okay. FINALLY. After lowering my pride and asking for forgiveness. He finally understood that everything was WRONG, and we are perfectly okay.

My cousin went here a while ago, woke me up and made me smile. I MISS MY COUSIN JINO! i miss him soooo much, swear, i havent seen them (his brothers and our other cousins and his neighbors) the whole summer and ill be seeing him/them again tomorrow (punta sila dito sa house!), had fun talking to him and ill be going to their place on monday i think and sa opening ng intervillage basketball ng valle. ILL GO BOY HUNTING! hehe

Went to my lola's house after Jino went home, so, i met my OLD COUSINS, i miss them too, kahit ako parati ang nipagtritripan nila, ayus lang cause MASAYA! hehe. Gabbie and Isabel played the piano and violin (pamangkins), Ina and Tricia my cousins went home early. me and my old cousins were left there to talk about anything under the sun. Then, college talks na, basta college talks, nakakatuwa sila. hehe. Matagal pa kame bago magkita ulit pero good thing madaming icecream at pagkain kanina. *labo* hehe. Aalis silang old people/old cousins ko, nde ako kasama kasi bata pa ako, ka-age na nila parents ko e. HAHAHA, ayun, talk talk talk. advice and kulitan.

NEXT, found a new crush. SUPER BAIT, gentleman, LAHAT LAHAT NA! dream boy talaga. SUPER GWAPO DIN, he's flirting me. Pero MAY GF! grabe. pero okay lang. nde naman kame e. HAHAHA, madami pa dyan :) PEROOOOO kahit may gf na siya, minsan talaga lakas ng trips niya, swear. ako un nifliflirt niya pero, nde na niya ako masyado tinetext causeeee of the girl. Its arrite. dadating din ang taong para sa akin.

NEXT, andami kong new books to read. Madami akong gig na pupuntahan, wala na akong kaaway, at lahat lahat.

Ang babaw ko pero gusto ko lang kasi ng mahabang post. Kahit mababaw ako masaya naman. Weee. *childishgrin* weee. hahahaha

HMMMM, we should be happy cause were lucky alive walang sars.. kaya pagsamantalahan na naten kung anong meron tayo, kesa mauwi sa wala. BASTA, if someone pulls us down or annoy us, just remember, mas magaling tayo sa kanila, kayaaaaa WHEN IN DOUBT, THROW IT OUT! hahaha. weirdo kooo. basta yun na yun. Andaming opportunities at chances sa buhay. We just need to make a good decision. :) SOOOO BEEE HAPPPYY.

*labo ko* pagbigyan niyo na ako :)

Thursday, April 17, 2003

heatwave

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

*happyhappyhappy*

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

mahirap talaga. ang hirap magsulat. kasi ang dami kong gustong isulat pero parang walang katuturan kapag sinulat ko na.

napanaginipan na naman kita kagabi. lagi ka nalang sumusulpot sa panaginip ko. nakakatuwa pa, kasi kahit sa panaginip, alam kong hindi totoo ang mga nangyayari, alam kong hindi totoong napapansin mo ako, na pinapansin mo ako. alam kong panaginip lang lahat.

ayoko nang magsulat tungkol sayo. ayoko na.

Monday, April 14, 2003

naiirita ako. ang gulo ng mundo. ndi ko lam kng gs2 ko pa mag-isip o kng ano man. basta. naiirita ako. walang kwenta ang buhay. *sigh*

Sunday, April 13, 2003

You always believe in yourself. too much is enough, its time for me to tell you that now, i am right and no one could ever stop me. You arent that good. I swear. Just take it easy and understand every word im gonna utter. i told the truth, you thought it was a lie, wtf- Called me a liar. and you told me i talk non sense, what about you MR. KNOW-IT-ALL or should i say MR. PERFECT? Why cant you listen to me? Oh im sorry, im just a kid coping up in an all adult world.

I already told myself that.

I told myself that when the time comes and we get to talk to each other, face to face... That's when I'll know. I'll just know. Just by looking in your eyes. Just by listening to your voice. And just by seeing your actions. I'll know it when that happens. I know i will. It just has to happen.. So I'll know.



...and it happened.




..and I couldn't even look you in the eyes.

Saturday, April 12, 2003

bakit napakahirap makisama sa mga tao? hindi ba talaga pedeng platonic lang ang relationship between two people? gulo kasi..

ako ay aalis din bukas para kumuha ng prompics. hahaha. jologs. yea, i cant fxckxn understand myself, sometimes im sooo down and sometimes im happy. weird. saw him last night and omg. he's cute. hahaha. kahit nihurt niya ako i still love him. Hay, im so weird. hehe. basta im inlove with him ang hirap mainlove sa rockstar. sa gig pa lang nila madami ng nagkakandarapa sa kanila.. pano na ang hamak na katulad ko? oh well. basta. i know he knows what i feel and im happy having him as my friend? pero mas okay kung more than friends. HAHAHAHA.

Friday, April 11, 2003

anna just go for the ericsson p800 basta ung mei dvd player...hehehe para walang awai...
hay...naghahakot na ng gamit sa shop...mamimis ko to kahit na ito ang cause palagi ng kunsumisyon ko...

as of now...ill spend my time nalang looking for work...sana makakuha...para mei pandate LOL

another day
well, i didn't have work yesterday.. and guess what i ended up doing? nothing. hehe. that's why, i'm pretty glad i've got work today..
i'll just take my bath.. get all ready for work.. leave.. and pretend like everything is okay.. and then maybe i'll get to convince myself that it is.. right? :)

ei guys, i need to know which you like better.. the 3650 or the 7250? they're both okay.. the only difference is, the size and the camera quality. the camera of the 3650 is better.. but its bigger. they're both tri-band.. but the 7250 doesnt have bluetooth. not that i have a laptop that has IR or anything.. but not all pictures can be uploaded into the 7250? but the 3650 is what everyone wants as well? waaaaah.. i dunno..

okay.. must get ready now.. everything's a-ok.. right? *puts on a smile* ... ... ..

i need, want love too.

Thursday, April 10, 2003

im tired of crying
bah humbug! who needs love anyway!?











me...

densio ano?! 93 p0unds? ako nga 114 eh.. well last time i checked 114 p0unds ako.. haha. ambigat ko. patabaing baboy ako dito sa bahay eh. sa tapat ng pc, kain ng kain.

anna! wala lng. super bored na kasi eh.. hehe. pede bang humingi ng isa pang favor? patnggal ulit ng link ng barx site namin.. hehe. hindi kita gnagago.. eh kasi wala lang. yoko pala ng publicity. de joke lang. basta if may time ka patanggal nalang siguro..

kuhaan na ng grades bukas. half-worried and half-excited. bagsak ako sa math101 for sure, at baka hindi ako umabot sa QPI requirement. naku. pero proxy ako sa isang friend ko at ang surname nya starts with the letter b.. while my prospect's srname starts with a c.. weow. mai chance diba? mai chance na magkasama kami sa isang room at magkasabay. who knows..

haay. yeow.

grabe talaga ang kamandag ng SARS dito sa blogger ah...puro sars topic..hehe...cguro it has something to do with farting...cguro dun nakukuha un noh?!tingin nio?!

aaron grabe ung ate mo...matatalino pala ang angkan nio yeshhhh naman...hehehe...ako nga 2.32 lang average ko..hay...kakaiyak..nakakafrustrate...

densiooooooooooooooo!pasado ako sa philo!*hingang malalim* pero tres ampuch!i think that i shall never see...a grade as lovely as a three...hay....nakakita pa pala ako ng tres..and worse!dalawa pa tres ko!philo tsaka math ana..hay...pero kahit pasang awa pagtiyagaan nalang...nakakaiyak talaga grades ko...cguro dahil na rin sa...hay...

pipol parang inde ako mashadong makakaonline ngayon...di dahil sa sars ah....dahil sa bebenta na namin tong shop..tentative pa un eh...bukas nga daw eh...kung sumipot ung buyer tomorrow..pirmahan blues nalang at goodbye shop na...after 3 years ng pagbabantay...finally..im free from all those responsibilities...pero...hay...maghihintay pa ko bago magassemble si fafa dir ng pc sa bahay...inde nga nagtira eh...hay....

money...people spend it....some waste it....i could use some...mamaya nga pupusta ako lotto...anna gusto ko narin manalo sa superlotto!

miss you
Ho...
Hey...ey...ey...ey...
N-n-n-n-no, no


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes


I miss you


Off to college, yes, you went away
Straight from high school you up and left me
We were close friends, also lovers
Did everything for one another


Now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow


Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin’)
Hear me callin’ for you (For you)
‘Cause it’s


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you (Woo...ooh...ooh...)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes


Now I’m sittin’ here thinkin’ ‘bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy, I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care


And I wanna let you know that it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby


Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin’)
Hear me callin’ for you (For you)
‘Cause it’s


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you (Baby)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you


Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes


I miss you


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do, I’ve been needing you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes (Yeah)


I miss you


I-I-I-I-I-I
I-I-I-I-I-I
I miss you
I-I-I-I-I-I
I-I-I-I-I-I


I can’t (I) wait no (No more) more (No)
Since you went away
I don’t really feel like talkin’ (No)
Don’t wanna hear them bug me (No, no)
Tell me do you understand me
I can’t do but be without you


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you (Now tell
what I’m gonna)
What am I gonna do, I’ve been needin’ you, wantin’ you
(Yeah)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine (Yeah, yeah), I wanna cry
sometimes (Ooh...)


I miss you (Baby)


It’s been too long and I’m lost without you (Oh, no,
no, no)
So what am I gonna do, I’ve been needin’ you, wantin’
you (Whoa)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
(Hey...)
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes (Oh,
no, baby)


I miss you


It’s been too long (Oh, yeah) and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do (No, no) I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you (Baby)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

SARSSSS


Todo ubo talaga ko dito. Lupet ng SARS ko buong pamilya ko meron. Kaya lang di kagaya nung SARS ni Tesa. Eto Respiratory illness na talaga.


Oi magpakita na naman jan ung mga hindi ko pa nakikita. Hehe yun lang.


Pantoja ayus yun pagkain kailangan ko niyan 93lbs. na lang pala ako ngayon! Ahuhuhu Aaron musta na ate mo? teka Anna hello. sige alis na kowww

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

from a friend..

deep down
you're just a pretty little girl
who's quiet
lives in a quiet house
and likes to read books
what made you get so noisy?
you started to notice that everyone else around you hung out with everyone else around you?
i mean that what got you into your self-inflicted state of pain (with ------, with so-called friends) is your desire to be like others around you
so from this quiet little girl
you transformed into this noisy teenage person extroverted and all
why do you feel so empty inside?
wala akong idea na ganyan ka ka-lungkot
why does your happiness depend solely on other people?
but you can start learning
so you can stop feeling like a fuckin baby
so you can stop bein insecure
but you're too afraid to tell people what you really want to say
cos you're scared they might think you're stupid

your misery is definitely self-inflicted.

sorry
i think all this time ive been misjudging you
wala. misjudging cos you seem like an airhead and a shallow dumb girl.


definitely not me, ill show you who i really am. promise. thanks a bunch. made me see how to stupid i can get. just because of ....

anna! salamat sa pag-add ng site ng barx ko.. and sa pag-add ng site ko.. ala lang.. un lang

oi densio balita ko meh sars ka raw ah.. sayang nde ka nakasama samen nina sumad kahapon.. daming fud.. hehe

tossin and turnin

i cant sleep. it's so unfair.

could i be you just for tonight?

hmmmm may sars ako
Seksi Ako Rarrr Sobra.
Ayus. Hmmm, curfew sucks. Naiinis ako, nde ko masulit sulit un 100 na bayad sa mga gig kung may curfew. Diba? Oh well. Ngayon SUMMER gig lang ang gagawin ko. Gig ng gig yehey. hehehe. hmm nde na ako magrereviewclass dahil isang school lang din naman pagtest-an ko. CSB :) yey. BENILDEEEEE!

damn.

okay. why? damnit. why?

why is it so easy for you to pretend like nothing happened?

i wish i was like you..

Monday, April 07, 2003

*jenna in the mood 2 celebrate!!!!*

grbe sa wakas..tpos na ung lintek na finals!! we are actually TEMPORARILY free..(kse i rmmbered we hav summer class...rarrrrrrr!!!!!!! =/ ) nweiz...lalng...msaya ko...kse tpos na exam sa theo...grbe...onti lng pla nmen sa block nmen ang ndi na-exempt dun....grbe..kakahiya...prang ndi kme kristiyano..nyahaha...oh well...bsta im glad its over... anna yes nman ngtagpo taio knina...OH YEAH! ehehe..lalng...yaan mo nxt tym magppaint ako jan...gs2 ko tlga mgpaint kso i dnt hav d tym =) oh well.. ehehe... densio hello...msta? lalng...mei sars ka na? AKO REN! eheh...hrap nito..ehehe...pagaling ka po! tesa hey tesaa gandaa...lalng.hello lng dn...hope ur ok...ehe....kmusta na? chi 03 ko oi...msta na? wla na tlga ko blita saio...sobra...ndi mo ko bnati nung 03....*humpfh walkout* ehe jk lng..lalng.... aaronnnn ello...musta? ehe..lalng...kolehiyo ka na! ayus! gud lck ha? sn ka na nga pla tlga aral? =) lalng...
hay...speaking of gimmicks..sobrang ang dami ko gs2 pntahan ds summer...too bad i hav class...grrr...o well at least i hav 2 weeks of vcation...(utang na loob ko pa un sa holy week ha.) hay naku...
grbe..nga pla...start na ko ng trumpets 2mrow... *takot* wish me luck! eheh..=) nweiz...lalng...sori ang daldal ko...actually depressed pa ko ng lagay na to ayoko lng pansinin...next tym ko nlng kwento bka maubos space..ehe...
miss ko na kaio...kelan EB? ehehhe! mwaaah!
bahbusshhh!

tesa ok lang yan. malapit ka na mag-kolehiyo. by then, mas maaga na marahil curfew mo hehehe.


may sars na nga ata ako eh ubo ako ng ubo...hikaing bata.


ahuhuhu iyak na lang ako dito.

kala ko malala na yun mom ko sa 10/9pm curfew eh. HAHAHA. pero naeextend naman ng 12 x)

daig pa ng nanay ko ung sa sars eh...buti kayo less gimmiks ako NO GIMMIKS for this summer..pinagalitan ako ng mama ko nung isang araw eh...before 7 daw dapat nasa haus na regardless of the time ng pagalis ako..mantakin mo un?!wahhhhh

Sunday, April 06, 2003

hahaha, yea wansapanatay im sick. ill text shu. but i dont have credits hee. x)

TESA I MISS YOU TOO nakalimutan ko ang iyong fone number...in case na magtext ka text mo na din number mo..tamang tama wansapanataym later...

ei im glad that the blogger's beginning to come alive again...the worst days in school are finally over (hopefully for all of us) and summer's officially in...so here goes endless ranting and raving on common things during the time of the year...i hope that u all enjoy the rest of the summer..*grins*..ITS SOOOOOOOO HOT

la lang...hay....

wow. finally after 2hours of waiting for my brother, im already online. wee. anyway, went out a while ago, watched silent sanctuary play @ kafe. went to ardz and watched another gig went home. wee. can't get enough.

Saturday, April 05, 2003

It's 5:30 am. I swear. I've gone nuts. Officially.

i couldn't sleep. i kept tossing and turning but i couldn't sleep. like my brother said don't you get it?i tried but i can't sleep! sheesh! hehehe..
i woke up with two thoughts on my mind. My soon-to-be-uploaded-if-i-get-started-on webpage and.. cereal. Yes. How weird huh? Okay, on my soon-to-be-uploaded-if-i-get-started-on webpage, it is so complete! every detail is there! every color i want and every picture i need! but.. it's just in my head! i can't do it. aside from not having enough time on my hands..i've totally forgot my html crap. i mean, i know the simple tags, and i understand html crap.. it's just that.. i need someone with experience to guide me. *roll eyes* my cuzn is going to show me this CCS thing. i hope i got that right. anyway, she said it'll help. so i'm just waiting.. *tap tap tap* darn. she's prolly still sleeping. hehe.

yunno, the last time a thought would stay in my mind was when i was desperate to win the lotto. i even planned what gifts to buy, where to treat my buds, what to get myself, how much to put in the bank, what to give my fam...

does this mean i won't get to make my web page either!?! :\

on thought number two... im eating cereal. and it rocks.

Friday, April 04, 2003

hello fellow bloggers...Ü
waassssshaaaap?? ehe...lalng...uhmmmm grbe...its been a while no?!? sobra....ndi na ko makarelate sa mga cnsabi nio...nga pla...congrats sa mga bagong grad...ehehe....astig kaio...mga BAYANI na kaio....kse.....sbi nga ng decs... bawat graduate, BAYANI...ayyyy askal..ang corny....
uhhh musta? lalng...ndi ko tlga lam ssbihin ko...gs2 ko lng magblog...este mag-'fart'..ehe..ang cute nung bagong layout...*claps for anna ganda* uh,,,kaso ndi ko na mkita ung mga archives...ehe...pra mabasa lahat sana...wla lng...trip..nsa schl ako ngyon..actualy sa labas..malamang..lalng. hay grbe....sna magbakasyon na ko...naiiinggit na ko mashado,,tpos mai pasok pa ko ng summer...waaaah...miss ko na kaio...cge EB taio sa cmm...lpit lng nian skenn.,.bka magtrumpets pa ko sa shang...TARA NA!!

>>>>jenna_twisted angel<<<<

mas lalo na ako. badtrip talaga.
IM YOUNG and I AM NOT CAPABLE OF LOVING CAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE F*CKIN WORD CALLED LOVE IS.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

CHI, i miss you. les go talk sometime. ill text you then call.
IM SINGLE. IM YOUNG.
unshackled.

wow anna nice layout!im impressed!


farters lair na pala ang #paulinians...LOL
hay densio..sana lang talaga pumasa tayo...ui ayan na ung options kung kelan pwede sa color me mine..punta tayo dun sa mei discount mei pagbibigyan ako nun nagtitipid ako eh bwahahaha...
ui tesa!kung ayaw nia wag mo!baby face ka kasi sabihin mo hehe


*yawn*


silence


i just finished fixing this template for our blog. if you have any violent reactions, react now. hehe. its frickin' 4am and i think im ready to sleep now. it's my day off tomorrow, err.. today i mean.. but i'm going to visit the dentist. he's way better than the last one!

anyway, i'm sure you've noticed the comment box. there. hope you like it. aight?

the profiles, i hope matuloy yun. wouldn't it be cool? hehe.. but i'll need help there.. uhm.. *taps tesa's shoulder* hehehe help me with setting up a page for that.. so we can include pictures and stuff.. and oh, maybe we can use the one kuya jm and jigs are making? link it there or something.. erm.. i dunno.. hehe..

well, gotta sleep now. see. i don't feel so bad after making myself work some more.. lets just hope i fall asleep before i think of anything else. hehe..

life's a bitch
and then you die.

KEEP ON BELIEVING THAT IT HAPPENED ALTHOUGH NOW IT CAN ONLY REMAIN A DREAM.
torture.

Which is worse?
Pretending nothing ever happened between you two even though everything was so real?
Or keep on believing that it happened although now it can only remain a dream?

---
I hate having time to myself. I need to keep myself busy, or else.. I get depressed. I start thinking about stuff..
Like right now. I'm supposed to be sleeping. I spent the whole day working and i just got home. It's 12:30 am.. But i can't get any sleep.
I should stop thinking.. or i start missing the feeling of loving and being loved back.
---
EB sa Color Me Mine?! hahaha sige ba! Naku the place isn't huge or anything. i mean it can accomodate people and all pero hehehe.. sige.. kelan? Day-off ko thursday eh. paint kayo dun! gusto nyo tuesday? May special eh. 2 people can paint for the price of one!! :) Or gusto nyo monday? you can paint for a flat rate of P100.. Paint time un ah? hehe.. sige..
---

IM GETTING OLDER TOO.
sobrang lame ng excuse ng mga tao.
cant love me cause im young.
bull shit.
2 years gap yea, im young
i am sorry.
my fault.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

TAMA!

Eyeballs na lang tayo hehe sa Color Me Mine tulungan natin si Anna pero teka...kailan? Chi feminista ka na pala ngayon ah! At least ikaw Philo lang bagsak mo eh ako...Chem na naman! sana sana sana hindi ako bagsakkk...


problema list ng mga tao:
1. Bagsak na grades
2. Pera
3. Lovelife
4. Ano pa?



ayoko naaaaa

x(
yea, everything was a joke.
see, i am NOT your girlfriend.
HOW i wish i could be.

great. you tell your hopeless romantic friend that her ex boyfriend eons ago likes your cousin (and that there's a possiblity of her liking him back) just to snap her back to reality and she ends up feeling worse. i had no choice really. it was either hurt your bud by hiding it from her then letting her find out afterwards.. or hurt her by telling her to learn to move on..i chose the latter. she didn't take anything against me.. its just that.. why do people have to get hurt to love? they say, it's not love if you dont feel the pain. i used to understand that. now, after so much pain, why love in the first place? *shrug*

aaron, sure thing. i'll be there friday. you're going to see me in an apron. hahaha